
“But all things should be done decently and in order.”
. —1 Corinthians 14:40 (ESV)
How God Pulled Me In When I was Ready to Quit
In her recent post, Susan wrote about,
Proverbs 29:18 — “Where there is no vision, the people perish.”
She talked about the gift of the visionary: the person who carries God-given hope, sees beyond what is, and reminds the rest of us that God is not finished yet. If you haven’t read it yet, it’s worth your time. It’s the “Part One” to what you’re reading right now.
This post is the other half of that story.
Because if God uses visionaries to help us see what could be…
He uses integrators to help us actually get there.
How God Pulled Me In When I was Ready to Quit
Before I ever joined Soul Sonshine, Susan already had it.
She was the founder, the one who had said “yes” to God long before my name meant anything to this ministry. She had manuscripts in motion, authors in the pipeline, and a mission on her heart: to help Kingdom stories find their way into the hands of the people who needed them.
By the time God connected us, I was in a very different place.
It was the middle of the night.
I had deleted Facebook.
I was tired in a way that went deeper than my body. I was thinking about giving up—not just on dreams, but on life itself. The future felt foggy, heavy, and honestly, not that interesting to keep walking toward.
And right there, in that darkness, I sensed this simple, illogical nudge:
Re-download Facebook.
It didn’t feel spiritual. It didn’t feel heroic. It felt… random.
But I did it.
Once I was back on the app, I ended up on Chandi’s wall—someone I’d actually had a falling out with. Humanly speaking, that’s not where I would’ve expected God to send me. But that’s the strange thing about grace: it doesn’t always follow our relational map.
And there, in the middle of scrolling a feed I wasn’t even sure I wanted back, I saw a post from Susan.
I commented.
Nothing dramatic. No angel chorus. Just a comment on a post from a woman I didn’t know yet, who had no idea I was standing on the edge of giving up.
But that comment became the doorway.
We connected. We talked. God began to weave my life into something He was already doing through her. Susan had a mission and a company—Soul Sonshine LLC. I had this wired-in, restless visionary bent: I see futures, possibilities, what could be.
That night, God didn’t just reconnect me to social media.
He reconnected me to purpose.
Visionaries and Integrators: Two Different but Connected Gifts
Susan’s post focuses on visionaries—those who carry a sense of God’s future, who can feel hope even when the present looks bleak.
But if all you have is vision, you get something dangerous:
Lots of excitement
Very little follow-through
A trail of people who feel inspired, then exhausted, then quietly disappointed
That’s where integrators come in.
If the visionary is the eyes—seeing the horizon—
The integrator is the nervous system and the hands—coordinating movement so the whole body can actually walk in that direction.
In business terms, an integrator is someone who:
In Kingdom terms, I see integrators as:
Stewards of the vision – They guard against mission drift and distraction.
Translators – They turn “God showed me this” into “Here’s what we’re going to do on Tuesday at 10 a.m.”
Guardrails – They lovingly say “not yet” or “not that” so the vision stays pure, sustainable, and aligned with God’s heart.
We talk a lot in church about preachers, prophets, and worship leaders.
We don’t always celebrate the people who:
But heaven sees them.
God built them that way on purpose.
Susan: A Founder and an Integrator
Here’s the beautiful twist in our story:
Most people reading this might assume I’m the visionary and Susan is the supporter.
But the truth is, Susan is both a founder and an integrator.
God asked her to start Soul Sonshine.
She said yes.
She laid the tracks, built systems, served authors, and kept showing up in faith even when it was hard.
By the time I arrived on the scene, she already:
She was the one making sure this wasn’t just a “nice idea,” but a real, functioning, reliable ministry.
When I stepped in, I didn’t bring the foundation.
I brought fuel.
I can generate ten new ideas before breakfast.
Susan helps discern which one actually belongs on the table, right now, with the team and resources God’s entrusted to us.
She:
Vision without someone like Susan is a firework: bright, loud, and gone.
Vision with someone like Susan becomes a steady flame.
What Integration Looks Like at Soul Sonshine
So what does this look like in real life—not just in theory?
At Soul Sonshine LLC, the work of integration looks like:
When a new idea comes—like an author course, a launch campaign, or a fresh way to serve our writers—it often starts with that visionary spark.
But that spark lands somewhere.
It lands in a calendar, a project plan, a checklist, a conversation with the team.
It lands in integration.
Without that, we’d constantly be starting and rarely finishing.
Authors would hear big promises and see small results.
With integration, we can say:
That’s not just good business.
That’s Christlike care.
Both of these combinations are unhealthy:
Vision without integration leads to:
Integration without vision leads to:
But when God pairs a visionary and an integrator—
or gives both gifts to the same person and surrounds them with a team—something powerful happens:
It’s not flashy.
It doesn’t always feel “spiritual” in the emotional sense.
But it is deeply spiritual.
Scripture says:
“But all things should be done decently and in order.”
— 1 Corinthians 14:40 (ESV)
Order is not the enemy of the Spirit.
Order is often how the Spirit sustains His work over time.
If you read Susan’s post and thought:
“That’s not me. I don’t see big pictures. I see details. I see what could go wrong. I think in checklists.”
I want you to hear this clearly:
That doesn’t make you less spiritual, less creative, or less important.
It might mean you’re an integrator.
You might be the one who:
You might have spent years feeling like you were behind the scenes, “just” supporting other people’s dreams.
From where I’m standing now, I can tell you:
You might be the miracle that someone’s God-given vision has been praying for.
The Body of Christ doesn’t need a thousand identical visionaries.
We need different parts working together:
If you’re wired like an integrator, own it.
Your gift isn’t second place.
It’s essential.
This post is, in a way, my public “thank You” to God:
You are not “just the organized one.”
You are a hope engineer.
Because of people like you:
Where there is no vision, the people perish.
But where there is vision without integration, the vision withers.
When God brings together God-given vision and God-sent integration, something holy happens:
The people don’t just survive.
The people rise.
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